Cast the shadow of burden behind us
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> Friday, February 23, 2007


........THIRD DAY OF NEW YEAR
went to temple in the morning to pray & thank them for blessing me during O levels & went to the babies (the 2 boys whom my mummy used to take care of) house in the noon
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you've just viewed 2 lame gays. They're still as joker please! I nearly died from laughing there.
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At night went over to Sherlin's house to bai nian with Hying & Jas & we started ban lucking . We were playing halfway when Huiying said

" Later in the end everyone no win no loss "

and I deliberately replied something so cliche to irk people

" It's the process that matters "
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HAHHAA.
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I got very high, trying to curse people & attempting to cheat hahaha.
CONSEQUENCE: WENT HOME WITH A SEXY VOICE

the journey back was so scary please! there wasnt a single soul except for 2 suspicious looking guys. and the streets were dimly lited so I RAN HOME. hahaha so embarrassing if anyone were to see it.
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........4TH DAY OF NEW YEAR
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returned to school & had cca till 8 . I really feel like withdrawing too, I am unhappy turning up for school. Neither do I want a Poly education/ a working life. Nothing seems to make me happy, what should I do?
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that dream was implying that I should be on my way to the IMH. why can't I stop dreaming of you !
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........5th DAY OF NEW YEAR

Just something funny to share :

My friends wanted to skip GP lessons so they hid in a classroom and suddenly

" YOU GIRLS ARE SO EARLY TODAY! "

and they realised, they were hiding in the classrm they were supposed to have their lessons in !
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went for CCA and went over to Sherlin house to play mahjong! We were discussing about how stressful MJC is and her father overheard us

Father : MJC very stressful meh?
Us : Guess so
Father : Nevermind my house a lot of panadols

........6TH DAY OF NEW YEAR
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planned to go interhouse bai nian today. But it was cancelled in the end because - . So I stayed at home to complete my tutorials and here I am, blogging sadly : ((
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Can something interesting happen in my life.
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" there's just so much that nobody knows
so much that no one sees about the way I feel inside.
maybe it's that they don't look
or the fact that I dont show.
There are things inside that no one seems to know
and I wonder if you know, how it really feels to be left outside alone "

> Monday, February 19, 2007
Long entry - as usual, the pictures will do the talking (:
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...............................CNY'S EVE'S EVE
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performance was rather successful, after so many late nights rehearsals okay.
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Can you believe it, I was actually excited about performing for the J2 nameless. how shameless haha.

performed in TPJC uniform (some say I've the MJ look okay, how I love them hoho)



we're the only liuqiners in the orchestra (gees, sense our importance?)

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Rushed off to Gerald's birthday celebration @ downtown sakae
and he taught me how to play pool after that! but I was a pathetic student aha


and the surprise! don't ever say your b'days are filled with sadness again : D

then went Chinatown with my family for some 'new year mood' but I was definitely not in the mood!
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because : a sleepy man makes an angry man - I WAS SO IRRITABLE

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..........................CNY'S EVE
set off back to Malaysia in the morning with my family, uncle & cousin.
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I have to say my uncle is really a paranoid and tactless guy.

- The bus was so crowded so I moved towards the back & he warned me so fiercely that I'd better not do tht in the future cause

" People usually rob you at the back of the bus "


- My bag doesn't have a zip, and he diedie insist I zip my bag up in case the contents fall out.

- He is tactless at handling the taxi drivers in M'sia. He could easily land himself in trouble

...... My husband's family and relatives must be open & modern!!

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upon arriving, we started taking lots of photos (I'll just upload some for keeps) no we're not cam whoring, we're merely putting the invention to good use : D

I specially wore red ! an attempt to act " pao "



......................NC 16
note my cousin in blue - that's already M18
and that was my poor sis being raped - R21
................." shui bi shui gao ! "
who wants to guess how many cheezels you can squeeze in my mouth?
She was reluctant to take cause she claims tht her hair's messy. So I inherited tht from her hoho

and we went to a restaurant at night for reunion dinner. The girls with long hair was all plaited by me ! hoho

at 12am, so many families across the street were putting fireworks. They were like competing, and of course people like us benefitted. I watched like 7- 9 sets of fireworks w/out having to squeeze with a crowd like in SG, counting only those I can see clearly

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...........................CHU YI

It was the specialest chu yi I've ever had! because...........it was my 1st time wearing a pyjamas throughout the day (I didn't have time to buy any new year clothes!)

my grandparents were very happy cause everyone was back

and the mosquitoes were so happy to see us too

HUMANS : wow, what a spread !

MOSQUITOS : wow, FEAST!!

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.........................CHU ER

time to go home! was raining when we were about to leave and my sis and I grabbed this chance to finish watching the korea drama starred by my hubby. KIM RAE WON people!


and he requested for a solo picture before I leave. pretty worrying

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anyway my balloons are the noblest presents okay. After my neck became crooked from excessive blowing of balloons in primary 6 (I'm saying real crooked!), I've decided not to blow anymore and I broke my promise for you guys alright


"Bit by bit chip at my wall till stone by stone it starts to fall
It's never easy to let go of hurts & failures long ingrained
Upon one's heart from years of pain, I'm so afraid to let you in.
Please use love to knock the wall down
For just as stone by stone the wall was laid,
Stone by stone the wall will break as love replaces each ache
Please be the one who cares enough "

> Wednesday, February 14, 2007
............................A DAY OF LOVE?
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" we said our goodbyes but I can't go a day w/out your face going through my mind

Everywhere I look, everywhere I turn

You're all I see "

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have already been waking up every morning with that heaviness in my heart but today's was so overwhelming cause such a happy occasion clashed with the 2nd month of your absence. .
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my first present was given by that J2 nameless! by appearing in front of me hahaha.

.and of course my classmates prepared so many things:




and from senghoe :

we were misunderstood by my CO friends who tried to create time alone for us!


and pink gerbera from meiqi !

how striking that pink is, haha.

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was so busy today - lessons end at 1.50pm, rehearsal starts at 2pm and all the way till 8pm . so can you imagine what a romantic day I have with my liuqin?

> Monday, February 12, 2007
.............................................................the empty seat beside




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went to send Roy(my pri sch friend anyway) off for his further studies in Austr.
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First picture taken :



as someone commented on how short I look there, a 2nd pic was taken :
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[WILFRED is beside me] & qiqin admitted to leaking out my childhood secret : (

see how many people sent that popular guy off . THE LONG MARCH (history sucks anyway :P)

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and while talking at the MAC, a vandalism caught my attention. SERENA I KNOW IT WAS DONE BY YOU!

that's all, bon voyage ROY!

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In case I get scolded by anyone for being unsatisfied, I want to say to me grades are only considered good when efforts = or less than results gotten.
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on that note, i'll conclude that I am not satisfied with my results. anyway, chances of getting into MJC is as slim as gianhui now, cause after a day long of kpohing, I realised many single pointers are eyeing my MERIDIAN!
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&I spent the whole day persuading them not to enter & snatch my place hoho

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looked up my civics tutor for some advice & he said "Actually u alr have the answer in your heart"
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and I realised, how true.
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days had been tough these days for me facing yells & screams in my house.

thanks for turning those tears into a smile

> Saturday, February 10, 2007
.............WEIRD DAY OUT WITH AN ODDBALL
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as somebody forgot to call me the night before & slept till 12.05pm & was late, we met only at 3.52pm
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as seen from meiqi's blog, there are weird happenings today (and I've more to add on)

1) SOMEBODY poked my ear with a satay stick (don't try to deny it's not out of jealousy of a perfect ear)
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2) weird announcement : "The train to Jurong East is too crowded. Please do not board" when I've never seen a more empty train before
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3) I had a sudden interest in imitating underpass (ancient inside joke anyway hoho)
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today's shopping was productive, yay yay !! Finally after several attempts, we finally bought sth. She's got a necklace & a top while I got myself a pair of earrings, weird hp pouch and a shoes!

I really love the things i bought today gees : ))

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had a romantic dinner with her cause her parents A-BRENDON (sorry it's another inside joke hoho) her.
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> Friday, February 09, 2007
the unsmall day (My eng name for the day was distinction hoho)
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Before I continue, great thanks to:

.....................................CONSTRUCTION WORKERS
....................who built tampines library & whoever who made it exist!

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.....................MA MEI QI
................my meet-outside-the-lib-at-10am-daily partner then!

............................................JON LIM
.........................for all the company & strength then at all times

.............................................TUTOR!
.....................for helping me so much & breaking the table haha

......My GROUP OF GIRLS, 4R3 HUMANS, GLENNY, BLAR & MY PARENTS
.................................................for being by my side !

and the kpohs who would enlarge this message, HAHAHA
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couldn't sleep well & officially woke up at 6plus so I attempted to go roadrun but apparently laziness got better of me
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Finally, it was the receive-ur-doom time - I nearly tore my jacket apart in anxiety!
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I kicked myself (and SENGHOE) so hard when I counted my L1r5 wrongly, what a time to display signs of poor mathematics!!!
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was very happy initially until I realised many did better, and I regretted rejecting my teacher when he approached me to take HCL cause my sis told me it is useless. Now I know how useful it is : ((
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Nevertheless, I am contented with my improvement and glad that I've no Cs & below (:

To all 8 distinctions scorers & everyone who had done their best regardless of their results,

GOOD JOB! (changed due to SOMEBODY'S complaint)

> Wednesday, February 07, 2007
sorry for the delay, cause I had no pictures and time. So here it is:
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WAI HONG'S CELEBRATION

celebrated at SETTLERS and I didn't regret going at all! (I was indecisive earlier on) A really special & cosy place but I would suggest going only once in a while or it'll lose that special feeling


Having said enough, I'll now let pictures do the talking!

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look at the sexy curled tail okay. now you see it............

NOW YOU DON'T!

round of applause for huangyi the magician (it seems pretty much like a spot the diff game)
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while the rest played an interesting game called hide-and-seek whereby you've to look for items as stated on the cards (highly disadvantage to pajiaos)
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FREE STYLE (spot the sexy)



1 cool & 3 aunties showing off their bags


I know you want to have a closer look at our sexy legs

the 'whatever'


and there are more poises like emo & sexy but I've yet received them. so you aren't able to see more of me, don't cry pple, gees


before I end this entry, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAIHONG!

I told you I am taller than him. (and they're supposed to look like party hats OOOOPS)

> Monday, February 05, 2007
SINGAPORE: Results of the 2006 GCE 'O' Level Examination will be released on Friday, February 9

ohmygoshygosh, congrats me for having college roadrun on that morning.
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TOMORROW?
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my sister's friend's sister just passed away at the age of 23. Having heard of so many deaths recently (young & unexpected) and it got me pretty upset .
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after hearing these news, a question suddenly struck me

" How many tomorrows do I exactly have? "
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What if such unexpected tragedy befall me (please touch the wood for me) and I do not have the chance to make a goodbye speech-
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what would be the words left in my heart unspoken? And what would be the words for me left unspoken in your hearts?
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so people, always let the people whom you cherish know how dear they are to you cause u'll never know when they're just going to leave you
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so let me conclude with a typical sentence ((stroking my 12m beard)) :

life is indeed vulnerable and unpredictable.


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and there's an inter-JC valentine's day stuff. I am not hinting anything, really. HAHAHAA
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30situps pushups leg raising superman 'frog jump' , 100 jumping jacks , 6 laps, followed by 10 of each again .

#@!@$#!%$%v
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I must say all chuas make my life really interesting.
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hospital appointment tomorrow
total eclipse of my heart

> Saturday, February 03, 2007
before I go on to my entries on b'day celebration & bbq (cause i still don't have the pictures), I shall share with you something I read from a magazine

PART 1 :

if you can't see properly, it is in the 'structure' of MRT stations and look at N07


I thought it was rather funny & true. Of course some would give up their seats, but how many times do you usually see people turning a blind eye to it?
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PART 2:

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Men & women are generally unaware that they have different emotional needs. As a result, they do not instinctively know how to support each other.They're both giving love but not in the way their partner needs it
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MISTAKES COMMONLY MADE
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WOMEN-

She tries to change or control his behaviour by sharing her upset and negative feelings. (It's okay to share but not when they attempt to manipulate)
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She doesn't acknowledge what he does for her but complains about what he hasn't done.

MEN-

when a woman feels upset, he ignores her, assuming that he's giving her 'space' to cool off when in fact, she needs his presence and attention most at this time. What he thinks is support makes her feel unloved and minimised.

Are you guilty of any mentioned above?

> Friday, February 02, 2007
i've decided that I'll blog when there are interesting events because I know you all miss me. Don't try to deny, I can read your minds.........
HOHO just joking
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entries coming up next will be waihong's celebration (when i receive all the pictures) and 07A05 BBQ

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caught in circles of confusion is nothing new; it's still you within

> Thursday, February 01, 2007
ACCUSATION


this was the mattress I slept on for 3 days when I was sick.

THE WHOLE WORLD FEELS THAT I AM FEIGNING ILLNESS, EVEN MY FAMILY!
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(1) I was nauseous last night so I lie down on my sis bed to rest and all of a sudden.............
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"PIAK!" and before I could respond, the flying bolster had landed on my poor face.

"I ALREADY NAUSEOUS LEH LOO SHIN YI!"
" HAHAHHAHAHAHA. you also not really sick "
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(2) my mummy was broadcasting bout my 58min of waiting-for-nth & I told her

" you never accompany me there still want laugh at me "
" aiya you also not really sick "

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YOU SEE. everyone was expecting me to have purple lips, a pale white face that can scare casper away and drooped eyelids which will reveal 1001 reasons why ppl shld believe me
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BUT
BUT
BUT

it's not as if I am having a 120 degree celsius fever right!

:( accused ):
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Didn't I say I am from meridian ? HAHA

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alright this could be my last blog entry already. a great thanks to those who said my posts are entertaining, interesting & funny. but I don't want to always push myself so hard to blog so happily

.so in the end, who are the people who really care?




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